January 2012
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Whyyyyyy is it that I have been to more funerals than weddings in my life time.
Yet another funeral to go to this week,
Its amazing how easily and quickly and unfairly a life can be ended.
If I could take the place for the sake of his children, I would.
its sad.
We live with an expiration date.
come tax return time, I'm getting a tattoo.
thistimeimeanit
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New Nada Surf Album
came out this week and I STILL havent gotten it. I’m slacking. its on tomorrow’s list of things to do
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imissmylife.
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I think I need a pet.
I have a lot facing me and a big decision to make, and knowing me decisions are not easy
I seriously want to move to Baltimore and this weekend make me give it more thought, I have fallen in love with the city.
I think its time to do something for me.
I've been thinking
with all of this crap that has been going on in the past few months as well as more recently I should probably care more but for some reason I just don’t.
Not even in the slightest bit.
I think its about time I say go fuck yourself. I have been burned over and over in some of the worst ways and I have literally just stopped caring… so yupp go fuck yourself.
I've missed you tumblr.
How do you tell your best friend that is asking you if she has an alcohol problem that she actually does have an alcohol problem….?
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2012
Well, welcome to my life.
I was really hoping to feel better about everything as 2011 passed but, I can’t say I do. I have lost a lot of people who meant a lot to me this past year and I continued to miss the people I had already lost. I also had one of the best summers I have ever had and I traveled out of the country for the first time. As for 2012 I am facing you in fear. I am living on...
December 2011
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Am I part of the cure or am I part of the disease?
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Thank god its over.
Semester is done. SO exhausted, time to recoup.
Today, I had a very interesting conversation one of the important professors in my major and she made me feel SO much better. I feel a little more at ease about school, for now.
And while studying with one of my friends from school today.. out of no where he said “the only thing that I hope for you is that you marry someone who works as hard...
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Tonight sucked.
Actually the past few months have SUCKED. If I listed everything that has happened in the course of this semester I may just loose it. wait, already did.
I fucking give up.
I am so exhausted, in so much pain and really just want my kitten right now.
WTF is happening in my life right now?
itcouldalwaysbeworseitcouldalwaysbeworseitcouldalwaysbeworseicouldalwaysbeworse.
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I thought I could handle all of this on my own.
I can’t, its too much change right now.
I have never felt more alone.
That is something I am more than afraid to admit.
But I need to get used to it, as fucked up as that sounds, it will be a good thing.
i am already SO sore and hate my muscles right now. off to kick box some shit.
officially moving to trevose.
and the first thing i thought of was shit i didnt check to see of i get cell phone reception in the apartment (its a basement)
so lord please help me out here lol
im not sure how i feel about this. sad happy nervous relieved worried.. all of these?
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I walked out my door today and found flowers and a really nice note on my door step. It was a really nice way to start my day. That and the 20 text messages I woke up to…
I just got a crazy idea and im thinking I might follow through with it today. tattoo?
officially 22. Its crazy.